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My response to Jerry and the BBWAA

December 23, 2016

Like every single profession on earth, baseball beat writers have diversity. All sexes, races, sexual preferences, religions and everything else you can imagine. It also has some amazing people, some horrible people and some in between. Nothing about that job makes it any different than the job you or anyone you know, goes to. The differences mainly begin, and end, with their positioning as it relates to career accomplishments in sports. For some reason many years ago people felt writers would be the perfect choice to decide who ‘gets in’ and who ‘doesn’t’ when it comes to pro sports hall of fame not to mention who wins and who loses on most every postseason award.

Before we go any further I want to make sure anyone reading this knows one thing. I’ve known Jerry Crasnick a long time. His article about me, the HoF and Twitter is the reason I write this. If you don’t like me, please stop reading or make sure you don’t respond in the comments. Chances are I don’t know you, you don’t know me and neither of us cares what the other thinks.

Anyway, as I was saying. Writers have been given this “power” to be judge and jury when it comes to many accolades in sports. Accolades many feel define a player and/or their careers, or should accompany them to the grave as their tombstone scrawlings.

None of this is meant to be condescending as I am unsure they are any more or less qualified than die hard sports fans in major sports hubs. However, I don’t think you could find many, if any, other options that would be better, worse, the same, as what we have. Players and coaches are often times either too close or don’t care. As a player, I always took the players choice awards deadly serious because I always felt that the opinions of my teammates and peers ruled over all else when it came to playing the game.

The only award I ever openly spoke about during my 22-year career was the Roberto Clemente Award. My wife and I spoke about that in 1992. Clemente was my dad’s idol, and by admiration mine too. I went to one MLB game in my lifetime as a fan, the final game of the 1972 season between the Mets and the Pirates and I watch Mr. Clemente get career hit #3000. He would die later that year in a tragic plane crash bringing aid to survivors of the Managua earthquake. He would be killed on my dad’s birthday 1/1/1973. It was one of two times in my life I saw my dad cry.

But that award, that man, represented everything right about the game and life and the award, to me anyway, was one you could not pitch for, you couldn’t play for, but you earned by espousing and representing the things Mr. Clemente did. I knew in 2001 that no matter how the World Series ended, my dad would be smiling down on my family.

So when the rants began this year, as they did last year, and people started directing comments my way and writing articles about me ‘losing support’ for the Hall of Fame, I sat back. Like I always do. I muted the idiots talking stank on Twitter, I just blocked FB trolls who had nothing to add to any conversation.

In my career, here is a list of things I did NOT do.

  1. Hit my wife, ever
  2. Hit a woman, ever
  3. Drive drunk, ever
  4. Do cocaine, smoke weed, or any of the other crap, ever
  5. molest a child, ever
  6. rape a woman, ever
  7. sexually assault someone, ever
  8. Say anything remotely racist to anyone, ever
  9. Bully a teammate
  10. Go after a fan
  11. Steal money
  12. Steal anything
  13. spit on an umpire
  14. Do steroids, ever
  15. Do HGH, ever
  16. bet on the game, ever
  17. Throw at a players head, ever
  18. disrespect the game in any way on the field, ever
  19. Never lied to ruin another person’s life to retain my ‘legacy’, ever
Now here’s the more important point. None of those things should be a reason to get into the Hall of Fame. That’s a list of things I hope most every player in the game can say they achieved as well. You can ask anyone that ever covered me, anyone, that ever played with me, anyone in any clubhouse I ever played in, or visited, any coach or manager I ever played for, any owner that paid me. You can ask any of them about anything on this list and not one can truthfully respond with anything other than “No, he didn’t”.
Now please don’t mistake that list as me saying I am clean or pure. That’s insanely far from the truth. I’ve always talked too much (why answer with 5 words when you can use 50?) and I’ve many many times said things I probably shouldn’t have. I’ve fought arguments I was woefully wrong about, but who hasn’t? I’m a Christian, and I recognize the very first and most important part of that in my life is the admission of just how deeply flawed I am. I don’t like it, I don’t TRY to be wrong. I despise bullies and I don’t say things to intentionally hurt people or to be malicious.
See the reason I don’t lose a minutes sleep at night, the reason I don’t and won’t give the HOF a second thought after this gets posted until I get asked about it again is this. I know exactly who and what I am. The people that know me know the very same.
You folks making fake news, lying, and pissing and moaning about me? Words matter.
I never compared Muslims to Nazis, I compared Muslim Extremist to Nazis. Which is 100% legitimate today, yesterday and will be tomorrow.
I never whined or complained about anyone or anything transgender. I reposted a picture of some horrific looking guy at Mardi Gras dressed as a woman and made the comment that in my opinion, we don’t need our Government to tell us who can pee in what bathroom. God did that when we were born.
I never said I was amenable to lynching anyone, ever. I remarked that a shirt mocking the death of modern journalism as we know it was all kinds of ‘awesome’. Like it or not the past 12 months the establishment media committed suicide right before our eyes.
I don’t have a past of attending lynchings, I don’t recall ever calling for the lynching of a reporter. Even one in the Hall of Fame who is a pedophile.
See I keep going back to this video when we talk about ‘offense’. 
I’m 50 years old. I lost my father at 21, in front of me, suddenly. I had cancer. I had a heart attack. I lost an enormous amount of money trying to create a company that would be different than anything before it.
If I had ANY of the crap in my past you haters dream of? It’d be out there.
I’ve lived too long, been through too much to have to think through every comment I want to make. If you aren’t racist, you aren’t violent, you aren’t ‘phobic’ then you generally don’t need to worry about ‘slipping up’ and using the “N” word or some other incredibly inappropriate thing. Those traits, those characteristics aren’t mistakes, they aren’t one-offs and they aren’t accidents. Those things are who people are.
Oh and I forgot one. For you idiots using the term “Nazi collection” please stop. You sound as stupid as you think you do. I have a WWII collection that is expansive. Much of it? Is here.
No, it’s not a ‘Nazi collection”. It’s a collection of items spanning the major adversaries involved in WWII and much of it is on display in a place that demands we never ever forget the tragedies of the past, so as never to repeat them in the future. Unlike the Confederate flag, you can’t pass a law to erase artifacts from public viewing, no matter how ignorant folks may be to their relevance. You folks who think you deserve to live in an ‘out of sight out of mind’ world should stop and think about that a minute.
Where is the rambling post going?
The writers Jerry cites in his article.
Dan Shaughnessey – A man who has hated life since the day I met him. A man who has never shied away from taking whatever shots he wants. A man who built his career on a fraud, the “Curse” and watched us kick its ass in 2004 all the while rooting his ass off for us to lose. CHB (ask Carl Everrett what this means) is what he is, he knows no more about the Red Sox, baseball, or life here than the most ardent of fans in Red Sox nation and that is NOT speculation. He interviewed me, often. When writers do that you know how much they know and understand about the game simply by the questions they ask. He has a vote, he doesn’t like me, I am not getting his vote. I can live with that.
Jon Heyman-Only thing you need to know is this guy created news out of lies and reported them. Once you do that how do you sleep at night and talk about anyone’s character? He took a fake conversation from Jason and me in 2004 and reported in the paper the next day Tek and I had a fight. I’m ok if he doesn’t like my ‘character’.
Evan Grant- How serious does this man take his job? Dustin Pedroia won the MVP, and just one writer in the game left him, not just out of 1st place, OFF HIS BALLOT.
Bill Conlin- Left Nolan Ryan OFF his HoF ballot to make a statement about Don Sutton. Oh and he was a pedophile who won the Ford C Frick award.
George King- NY Writer who refused to vote for Pedro for the MVP when he should have won, stating he didn’t vote for pitchers for the MVP, except he did, and does.
The point of the above stuff? To make people understand that when men like this call my character into question, you wonder why I don’t go crazy? Especially when the things they call into question are based on NOTHING but opinion. They’re human, as deeply flawed (some even more so) as anyone else. Oh, and many are as biased if not more, than anyone you know. You know how I know? I haven’t won a game or struck anyone out in 8 years, yet my vote total has changed every single year.
See this group of folks who question my character? They are the same ones that voted a pedophile into the writer’s wing of the Hall of Fame. They are the same ones who have no issues now, casting votes for men that cheated their asses off AND tried to ruin (or did) other people’s lives to protect their ‘legacy’. Men who cheated because they were jealous of the attention others got. Men who skewed the playing field but I still beat. Men who will never be able to look at their sons and say, with a straight face, I earned that.
If I don’t get into the Hall of Fame because of people like this questioning MY character? I’ll sleep ok. I will keep the rings, the trophies, and the memories.
Plus? The one thing I wanted and stated so when my career began. If the men I suited up with had to win a game, and their lives depended on it, what teammate would they want to have the ball on the mound? I think some of them would say me, and that my friends are all a player ever needs when they walk away.
I’m a conservative, I believe what I believe. I’m pro life, pro 2nd Amendment, I abhor some of this nation’s past mistakes but smile at the fact my country still makes heroes. I’m deeply flawed and I talk too much. If any one of those things is a reason a writer didn’t vote for me then that is never going to change.
I am not ashamed, nor embarrassed, by the things that I believe. It’s who I am, it’s what I know and all of that is out there. You don’t ever have to question where you stand with me, just ask. I’m incredibly honest. That doesn’t make me RIGHT, it makes me, me.
Jerry Crasnick, Jayson Stark, Rob Bradford, Tim Kurkijan, Karl Ravech, Sweeney Murti, Peter Gammons, Steve Buckley, John Gambadoro, Mark Asher and many more in the media are and always will be good people. Regardless of who they vote for (the ones with a vote), not one of them will tell you I am anything more than a smart ass, jokester and someone who loves to have fun.
And as far as Boston goes? I think true Sox fans will always know who and what I am.
I also understand I live in a town that banished Tim Thomas after he stood on his head and carried the B’s to a cup, and spent two weeks on air spewing about the fact Tom Brady had a “Make America Great Again” hat in his locker. Disregard he’s the greatest regular season QB to ever lace them up. Or trashed the greatest head coach of all-time for supporting the President Elect.
If any or all of us had called President Bush a scumbag, or called Obama the greatest president ever, or lamented that Trump was things he actually is not? Not one of us would have lost an ounce of respect in this town from liberals.
Fans want you to shut your mouth when they don’t align with you off the field but those same fans will scream “It’s his constitutional right!” when a man kneels for the anthem by defending an outright and complete lie.
That’s not to claim good or bad, but to say I get it, I know how it works. My dad told me when you leave the house at 18 the word ‘fair’ no longer applies. The world isn’t looking to provide you with safe spaces or fair treatment. That’s not dark or brooding, that’s not angry, that’s just the world we live in.
Oh and one final thing. I am not angry, not by any stretch. Twitter has never conveyed emotion well.
Listen to my show every morning, 9-11 EST here, and you’ll be able to see that there is a marked difference between anger and passion. I have very little of the former, and I am overflowing with the latter.
So in closing. Thanks for trying to, I think, write a ‘nice’ article Jerry. Not many in my family thought it was but that’s ok, that’s why I love them and that’s what family is supposed to do.




20 Comments leave one →
  1. December 23, 2016 6:29 am

    Amen Mr. Schilling ! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and yours. God bless, Jim Novello

    Sent from my iPhone


  2. December 23, 2016 8:40 am

    Sounds like you’ve got your head screwed on pretty darn good about this matter. I have found that whenever I am confronted with a situation which, on the surface, causes me angst, I simply ask myself, “what difference could this actually make in 1000 years?” I gain perspective from that, for as a Christian I try to focus my real and deep concern for those things tha actually might make a real difference, somewhere, somehow, either to me or for others. We’ve all heard “don’t sweat the small stuff.” The real trick is figuring out just what is the small stuff and what is the big stuff. Temporary earthly adulation from a group of humans is not on the latter list. You go, guy!

  3. December 23, 2016 8:42 am

    A brilliant and honest analysis of the fact that all things are political-including the HOF. Political correctness is ruining every part of our society and sports used to be a great escape from all this crap. Not so any more. Journalistic activism is alive and well at the sports desk too. So if you dont get in the HOF we are supposed to believe it has nothing to do with your politics? The BS meter is pegging way over in the red. Please continue sending verbal fastballs under their chin! Best of luck!

  4. December 23, 2016 8:47 am

    I will never forget what you did on the mound for the Red Sox. I also remember you as a staunch supporter for the Cure for ALS. If I had a vote I would vote for you to be in the HOF. Your character is not questionable to me. You have played and won clean. You are passionate about your faith. I do not understand how some writers have misconstrued your comments and actions. But as you say, that’s way life is now. Keep on keepin’ on and have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. All my hopes.

  5. December 23, 2016 10:32 am

    First…i have now found a way to apologize to you for assuming you knew how RI politics operated…I was reminded of a friend as you spoke with Jon Depetro on wpro that day..
    he is in media and his vision is his passion, the biz details are left to trusted people.
    He has learned many hard lessons also along his journey, thankfully he has not become bitter. My apologies to you for the difficulty you endured with RI. The losses everyone is faced with. We are all together on that journey because of the evil under belly of the politics here.
    2nd… I understand your drive… your passion and I am hoping to be able to support you should you decide to enter the Arena of politics on a different level.
    My best to your and yours,
    Robin Giacomini
    North Providience RI

  6. permalink
    December 23, 2016 10:51 pm

    Hi,I am not sure if my comment made it thru, I tried to pen and apology for having assumed incorrectly your level of understanding of the RI political landscape. I had been tweeting trying to get you  speak about what happened, however i am disappointed I chose to engage with a  poor tone. You blocked me, so when you spoke in the depetro show in pvd about what occurred, I realized in listening to your statements that you sounded a great deal similar to a friend of mine who is in the media…he has a passion and drive to focus on a vision, yet has no tolerance or desire to deal with the detail of business….he has learned hard lessons because of it.. as you have unfortunately also. My apology to you for misunderstanding you. I hope all improves for you.May you have a peaceful holiday,Robin GiacominiNorth Providence RI

    From: 38 Pitches To: Sent: Friday, December 23, 2016 1:00 AM Subject: [New post] My response to Jerry and the BBWAA #yiv4196257274 a:hover {color:red;}#yiv4196257274 a {text-decoration:none;color:#0088cc;}#yiv4196257274 a.yiv4196257274primaryactionlink:link, #yiv4196257274 a.yiv4196257274primaryactionlink:visited {background-color:#2585B2;color:#fff;}#yiv4196257274 a.yiv4196257274primaryactionlink:hover, #yiv4196257274 a.yiv4196257274primaryactionlink:active {background-color:#11729E;color:#fff;}#yiv4196257274 | Curt Schilling posted: “Like every single profession on earth, baseball beat writers have diversity. All sexes, races, sexual preferences, religions and everything else you can imagine. It also has some amazing people, some horrible people and some in between. Nothing about that” | |

  7. December 24, 2016 9:30 am

    Living in Buffalo NY I rooted hard for the Yankees to beat you Curt. But I walked away realizing you are one of the best ever. Your determination made me come to respect your skills as a baseball player. If you are not HOF caliber no one is. It is a shame how liberal writers think.

    Great article.

  8. January 3, 2017 1:32 pm

    If you and I were to sit down and discuss politics, we would disagree on most of the issues. But you had a Hall of Fame career and it is a travesty you are being kept out of Cooperstown because of your politics.

  9. January 18, 2017 10:32 am

    dear curt, hopefully u’ll get this info. elizabeth warren gets paid $130.000 a year to teach one course at harvard university!! repeat 1 (one) course. if u get to debate her, ask her if this is true. I wrote harvard prez a polite letter & asked if this was true. no answer! hope u wipe the ground with warren. basil gianniotes

  10. January 19, 2017 9:27 am

    Curt, I think it is an absolute travesty that we have reached a place in American history where people are no longer judged by their qualifications for jobs, awards, positions, etc., but that we must also satisfy some culturally-Marxist vision of political correctness, first and foremost. You are in a higher hall of fame than this one for taking the right stances on a whole range of issues affecting out nation and culture, trust me.

    I read with interest that you are considering a run for the U.S. Senate. I am thrilled! I think you will make a great one, but despite your popularity, I know you know it won’t be easy in the liberal swamp where you live. If you do decide to run, let me just urge you to take another look at 911 and the government’s version of that. So much that is now wrong with America stems from a false narrative about keeping us “safe” from false bogeymen, and giving up our liberties in that chimerical pursuit. OK? Be a true conservative, and if you haven’t already, please look into what a neoconservative is and STEER CLEAR.

    God bless you and your family, whatever you decide to do. Some day you WILL get into this less hall too…

    Steve Martin, 56
    Amity, Maine

  11. January 19, 2017 2:17 pm

    I don’t know if you heard this, but Mark Levin on his January 18th show was praising you and saying that you should be in the Hall of Fame.You had stellar stats. But the nominating committee mostly likely has too many New York Yankee fan sports writers on it. They are never going to forgive you for participating in beating Mariano Rivera in Game 7 of the 2001 World Series.

    And then of course there is the fact that you are a conservative who wasn’t juiced up and didn’t juice the ball with anal lube from out of his groin area or hat and actually knew which bathroom to use. You would have thrown the umpires into a conundrum if you had smeared the ball with blood from your sock. I’m not sure there is a rule in the book that covers that one.

    You know who was funny though was Pop Warner. Warner knew how to do his homework as a coach the night before a game. He found a loophole in the football rule book and had a seamstress add what appeared to be a football onto the front of every uniform. After the “hike”, everyone on offense clutched the fake ball as though it was the real one.

    Apparently Pop Warner learned a thing or two from the Amerindian students he coached at Carlisle and then gave something back to them.

  12. January 20, 2017 6:06 pm

    You totally showed Sidney Ponson Curt!

  13. January 26, 2017 4:00 pm

    Actually, one might say you stole money from the state of Rhode Island.

  14. January 26, 2017 11:25 pm


    I first noticed you in the first inning of the 1993 playoff game against the Braves. From that point on, I followed your career. I love baseball and, especially, pitching. I know that many people find the game slow but these people don’t understand that the most important “action” on the field is that between pitcher, batter and catcher. In other words, to the uneducated eye, the “action” appears as non-action.

    In my mind, you were as good a pitcher as I’ve ever seen. And I’ve seen great pitchers from Warren Spahn, Bob Gibson, Marichal, Pedro, Koufax, Steve Carlton,Greg Maddux, Robin Roberts ( I once had a nearly four-hour conversation with Robby about pitching) – every pitcher since 1950s who now has a plaque in Cooperstown. You belong with them.

    This character issue is one that I find incredibly hypocritical. First, it ignores the work that you’ve done over your career and beyond to help others. Second, it ignores the fact that there are some Hall members whose behavior on and off the field sometimes left much to be desired. But these men played in different times when “character” really wasn’t much of a consideration for those casting Hall of Fame ballots.

    I suspect that “character” in some minds means expressing political views that some people disagree with. My response to this is: What does this have to do with baseball and, for that matter, character? The fact that you have given American politics as much thought as you have is a good thing. It is a mark of an American who takes seriously his civic responsibilities.

    I own a baseball that has the following signatures: Robin Roberts, Richie Ashburn, Mike Schmidt, Pete Rose, Ferguson Jenkins, Joe Morgan, Tony Perez, Steve Carlton, and Jim Bunning. All Hall of Famers who once wore a Phillies uniform (I am, unfortunately, a Phillies fan). Someday, I am going to get your John Hancock on the ball.

    Pat Jones

  15. aa bb permalink
    February 2, 2017 10:07 pm

    Curt Schilling: I’m a casual baseball fan and for the past few years I’ve seen headlines and heard a few commentaries about your political and religious perspectives. I never paid much attention to it, but over the years those mentions made enough of an impression that I gradually came to assume that you must be a jerk, and probably racist and worse.

    Recently I was reading about hall of fame voting and ended up looking into the controversy around your candidacy. There were some pretty outlandish claims about you, and it was all interesting enough that I read a bit more and listened to your radio show a few times. After reading and listening to your own words I found you to be a level-headed and truly decent person. I guess I was expecting some sort of ranting David Duke character instead of a calm, thoughtful, and caring person. I understand some of the controversy–the journalism T-shirt tweet and some of the evolution tweets do seem a bit eyebrow raising to me–but I’m glad I actually found out about you as a person. You seem like a man of integrity and a great husband and father. I hope that more people take the time to listen.

    Wishing you the best!

    – A new fan.

  16. March 2, 2017 5:50 pm

    Very good article Curt. I just read Crasnick’s article too so thanks for the link. I’m writing a blog about this year’s HOF voting and that’s how I came across your blog. It boggles my that you aren’t in the Hall yet but the world is a weird place, no? Keep the Faith! Reid

  17. March 20, 2017 8:28 am


    The first time I noticed your pitching was in the 1993 series against the Braves. You always came up big in the games that counted most. You took the ball and expected to go nine. You did your homework on every hit that you faced. You had a command of the strike zone that I believe is not matched by any live-ball era pitcher. Finally, I never saw you 1993 with a towel over your head. That’s because I had a towel over my head.

    You belong in the Hall.

    Pat Jones

  18. james anderson permalink
    July 13, 2017 7:14 am

    Sports is a very good hobby to make you pump and charge your body even when you get older. If you want to keep fit and healthy so its a really good thing to make you fit and smart.
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